irreversible

(more…)

i have escaped winter to return to the tropics and my sweat pores are ecstatic upon receiving the green light to perform to their full potential.

mmm nothing much has changed, at least not the bits that matter.
its strange how being away for so long (2 yrs) automatically makes one assume that some monumental breakthrough must have taken place.

not there havent been some improvements here and there.
the mrt now shows which side the doors open; fashion now includes more than just a variety of tshirts shorts and slippers. and theres a significant loss of public space now that orchard has undergone a major revamp and more shopping mall clones have sprouted and also all those other touristy attractions in the south. uhh not exactly an improvement as far as im concerned.

unsettled by the stillness of the countryside, i could never stay away from the city for long. ive always had a fondness for colourful neon lights, drawn to them like the proverbial moth to a flame. i secretly lamented about growing up in a city which cheated me out of experiencing the vibrancy and energy that came with gaudy billboards and neon signs. but now i fear that with the rush singapore is pushing progress in so little time and so much less space, we might just lose ourselves in the process. (that will be another topic involving prolonged discussion, stay tuned.)

on another note, it floors me why some people get offended when i joke about needing a tour guide when i come home. i dont intentionally act like a foreigner in my own country. (for the record, i also dont intentionally act or dress like a japanese, or singaporean or anyone in particular.) but for the most part im beginning to enjoy and look forward to these regular, albeit brief trips home. coming back from a foreign land with fresh eyes that dont exactly look at things with the same perspective as before is such a treat because you suddenly see the beauty in your hometown you had once taken for granted.

1. singapore should learn from japan the way to wait outside elevators, train doors, bus doors and the like
2. japan should learn from singapore how to maintain a perfectly smoke free environment

thank you to the people who remembered, the people who didnt know, even the people who forgot. because all of you are a part of my life, and My Life, as disappointing as it might appear sometimes, is the last thing i would want to change at this moment.

today is such fine weather that even mr teddy came out for suntanning!!

i love the weather here now
though it gets pretty cold at nights
there’s always a breeze blowing even when it’s super sunny

noone shld say that the zoo is hot and boring!

mama peahen and chickpea lol

stan the sealion at the animal show

theres actually a baby one hanging onto the mother:)

mr giraffe

looking at them too long makes me giddy lol

zzzzzzzzz

mr polar

mr squirrel is quick and nimble!

mr elephant

mr jaguar

mr horse

mr camel

they look lost

mr kangarooooo

zzzzzzzzzz

king of the beasts

jippie

omar

winnie

omg LOLOL

bring me homeeee~

今日は元宵です！
元宵という・・・
日本語はそれ言葉がないのね
中国語です

すみませんでした＾＾；

ピンクも白いもかわいくて美味しい～

ゴマです↑

王子様：
今日の公演終わると
また65回残りますね
明日もがんばってください
あたしもがんばってるから　p(*^-^*)q

はい、
以上です。

いつも剛に「からだを気をつけてください。」と言うのに、
自分のからだを全然気をつけないね。　
あぁ～失敗した。　（笑）

i finally fell sick.
three days after prom already and im only blogging abt it now cuz i was like totally dead yesterday when i returned home. woke up in the hotel room at 10plus to get ready for check out.. came home and slept till 6 then went back to sleep from 9 all the way to 10plus this morning.

cant believe i said i wanted to play bridge 24/7 after prom… couldnt even keep myself awake but could not fall asleep too. i must be getting old… to think two yrs ago i could still stay awake and feel normal the next day. had such a bad night in the hotel that i wanted to go home very very badly… but not possible cuz it was like maybe 3 plus after i finished bathing.

aaa conclusion was: before prom and during prom was miraculous… but after prom was such a disaster.

i think make up does wonders lol everytime i see myself after a makeover i think wow if i look like that i can go and be a celeb too! that means everyone can be celebs if they get pampered by professional stylists at all times! lol… i loved my hair and makeup so much this time i couldnt bear to take it off cuz it only meant that my one night as cinderella would end.

planned to take a record breaking number of 200 photos… but only managed 137. and im so absolutely upset that most of my photos turned out to be only mugshots! saaad i wanted to rmr what everyone wore…

anyway im so glad i went out with lynette today! yaaay it made me so much genkier since yesterday when i thought i would never get better again…

even if our purpose is not the same, im already contented that we have the same destination in mind.

今日のデートとても楽しかった！！ありがとう♡
また必ずいっしょに買い物に行きましょよ！
ああ～　生きてるよかった・・・
キミのような友達がそばにいる。